No, I didn't run around the orchestra-pit with a trash can on my head.
No, I didn't blast crappy Justin Bieber music on my iPod.
I missed a practice.
I know, I know. . . -_-
It's kinda funny how Mr. Taylor (the conductor) thinks my first priority in life is to go to Pit Orchestra practice EVERY DAY after school.
Well here's a message for him!
Those of you who have orchestra with me know that I will NEVER get far in that area of music.
So why am I spending so much time playing the violin?
. . .
I have no idea.
What am I doing with my life? I feel like I just wasted tons of years pursuing an instrument that isn't gonna do me any good!!!
I came to this realization yesterday. The only thing I could do, was. . .
|RAAAAAAAAH!!! I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!|
. . . have a breakdown.
I put my violin as far away from me as possible and curled up in a ball. . . all night.
Anyways. . . I'm still kind of upset that I'm not in Pit Orchestra anymore, but it's not all bad :)
I talked to Mr. Taylor, and he said he'd let me perform in the play tonight because my stand-partner will be gone!!! WOOHOO!!!
I CAN'T WAIT FOR TONIGHT! I FINALLY GET TO PROVE MYSELF TO THE PIT-ORCHESTRA TEACHER!!!
*takes a breath*
Time to show the teacher who's boss :P